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I'm So Fucking Lonely - EP

by Jackie Frank Russell III

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1.
Somebody once was lost Enticed into the fray I was them they are me metaphors are worthless to me Now Start the age of Dawn New light to bleach me clean Obligation never ceased become the tides their senseless Scream never told my name Forced from the fields of green Breathe the air of Gaia’s tongue transform her beauty waft’s a- Way leads beyond our minds Foreign internalize Problematic circumstance encroach upon us as we cry out Odds leave me be Minds above destroy my sense of self dignity Peak into the hollowed land of me Eyes allowed Three impound Numb resonance of ohm From delicacies sworn Hypocrites disfunction fall in to the land you once de- Spies watch my every move (They) care, let me be as one Party favors carelessness be freed approach the glass of wine I’m more of a mixed drink guy, but I’m not complaining Take a drink take the shot Mix the vodka feel it drop Burn the senses numb the pain Think of fortune feel your fame Slam the spirits kill the past Happiness become at last Ask for more it's on the house BRING ME MORE LET’S START THE HOUSE Heeeyyyyyyy that’s pretty good I could dance to this B-B-BOOM I want this night to be as nothingness Blackness surrounding in her head I am the deity commandeering this vessel Let me die let me die let me die let me die let me die let me die let me die (Let him die) Everything makes sense to me now This music feels unfamiliar But all is right This is where I’m meant to be Gods leave me be Senselessness inflated by my inability to see I can hear at last her beat in me Eyes allowed Three impound Sorrow Drown Life Inbound
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v i b e 03:02
What’s the point of living honestly When lying feels so good? Some would fear the animosity But who’s to say I should The people give me one night to sing Woah And so they vibe with me All of them embrace the beat No one else compares to me Everybody sing with me Woah What’s the point of anonymity? They need to know my name (Answer this) so Why do people want sobriety When they could have champagne? The people give me one night to sing Woah And so they vibe with me All of them embrace the beat No one else compares to me Everybody sing with me Woah Vibe with me All of them embrace the beat No one else compares to me Everybody sing with me Woah
3.
Stare (AAAAA) into me you void (AAAAAA) AAAAAAA This is bad Our preconception is Driving me insane Twitch I need release Get me out of here We are watching waiting Never Change us now Let me be you thoughts of nothing Help me god Reveal yourself to me It hurts Protect my mind This cannot be resolved This bad won’t leave (oooh) Undiscovered anxiety We are watching waiting for the captivating cultivation We engulf your mind and force your grand retreat pure concentration Aaaa it won’t leave aaaaaa We embrace the twisted victims self inflicted mutilation Let me breathe please Into the thick we ride Under the defecators guise Eyes come and go from present walls Closing in on me I fall Nora Read into my mind I had no idea (AAAAAAA) This Bad Won't Leave Mucus Membrane of Bubble jungle thriving intertwined Nothing surrounding Measured Molusk Husk invasion’s sword Fuck a sober mind Your own fucking business Captain of Sot Cha Zhu Kes RO CHOF TA LO It’s everywhere. This Bad won’t leave, but is there good? If everything is bad, am I nothing? I'm alright to fly What's Happening? (Death) I am alive now (Let me leave) I am alive now (Let me)
4.
Wind enamor of eye Sail with me Hold on for us Alone We could be one If I could go beyond myself If I was to love For something more than me Exhaust me complete And I will adore But left to be, comfort returns Bore Friends have gone I have gone before them Time has gone I’m alone again
5.
LIKEME 04:47
Like me just fucking like me embrace me tolerate me invite me Like me just fucking like me take me away from my mind someone anyone Like me please Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me please Don’t abandon patronizing don’t abandon fraternizing don’t abandon recognizing Breed the fallen psychedelic breed the fallen psychedelic breed the fallen psychedelic breed the fallen me Like me fucking like me fucking like me fucking like me fucking Like me just fucking like me deface me sacrifice me revive me Like me just fucking like me leave me alone stay with me kill me suffocate Like me please I’m So Afraid To Die Why Can’t I Be Loved? (Like me just fucking like me embrace Everything I could be (woah!) Invite, Tolerate like me just fucking like me I can Never be anything you could Need Like me just fucking like me enticed Into her loving arms (woah!) Aboard this intraspectral reading of chaotic tea Someone Please Anyone just Like Me Please) Don’t fucking touch me leave me to suffer Everything’s turned to shit Hatred indoctrined inflicting upon me by my own mind Fucking like me (please) Please someone anyone Reason is blind and luck is for sinners Healthiness can not be Journey beyond this unconscious asylum excessive and pure Fucking kill me (please) I fucking hate myself Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like Me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like Me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like Me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like Me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me Like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just Fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me just fucking like me
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It’s not my fault It’s Not My Fault It’s Not my Fault ITS NOT MY FAULT ITS NOT MY FAULt ITS NOT MY Sssssssssssssometimes We get a little messy I was dirty when i was little too Growing up never suits some to multiplicity When I was a boy We spoke grandeur and fanciment in consequence His dissidence arranged without my knowledge Miss imprinted into the college of existence Woahm The misguided mind So familiar so sweet so fine So so inclined to leave myself behind So No need to contemplate my altered impure Obscure place in fissured bridges already burned A Fisher who teaches how to slaughter not save her Who is she? Can I be her? TAKE YOUR PLACE Line it up and let enter the streeeaam DISGRACE I am for you for what I am to be COMMEMORATE Meaning intrinsic hostile forensic DESCENDENT We left it for others to defend it relentless in their action while I wallow within wallops of daisies I hope I had a reason to excuse my life, get it out of the way. Cleanse me Dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Louse me til I’m bled Restless on my head Blood only leaves when it’s dry Dryyyyyyyyyy Louse me til I’m bled Dryyyyyyyyyy Restless on my head Dryyyyyyyyyy Drain my belongings Dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Dryyyyyyyyyy Louse me til I’m bled Dryyyyyyyyyy Restless on my head Dryyyyyyyyyy Blood only leaves when it’s Dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ITS NOT MY FAULT ITS NOT MY FAULt ITS NOT MY Phaser Fisted Photographic Interspecies Dialectic Gauge their canine Go instinctive think existent Go extinctive Wonder Ingrid Take this message Genie Gnomes the sacred tomes fertility and questioning of Wonder Oneness woahming will we roaming free from penchants Screamin whilin stranger skinnin scalp beheading shrinkydinky take your medic Medicated concentrated earthen holder beasts beholden calm your psyche Blessed aura no dysphora melanoma melatonin All I want is to be happy one more time and then I’ll STOP Wasting time in the real world, the void surrounding’s all I need WONDER, LUST Sundered Trust who gives a fuck take this K hole for a ride the musk MUNDANE Death floods my mind like the Kiddie Pool Tied to its Own Demise Achieving it all but unsure of its worth WORST Song ever written none of these words make any fucking sense anymore. I’m stuck Abandon me. I will make you hate this being for a fraction of time, and I will disappear Dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Louse me til I’m bled Restless on my head Blood only leaves when it’s dry Dryyyyyyyyyy Louse me til I’m bled Dryyyyyyyyyy Restless on my head Dryyyyyyyyyy Drain my belongings Dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Dryyyyyyyyyy Louse me til I’m bled Dryyyyyyyyyy Restless on my head Dryyyyyyyyyy Blood only leaves when it’s Dryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ITS NOT MY FAULT ITS NOT MY FAULt ITS NOT MY

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I’m So Fucking Lonely: the shortest thing I’ve put out, but possibly the most off the walls. Dark electronic into pop into tech death into soundscape into an overwhelmed combination of it all. FFO: Igorrr, Vantana Row, Devin Townsend

Electronic metal never sounded so wrong.

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released August 8, 2018

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Jackie Frank Russell III Chicago, Illinois

JACKIE FRANK RUSSELL III -- a 25 year old enby noise maker/organizer

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