1. |
Hello! My Name Is
00:59
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2. |
THEY
02:57
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I'm Gay, it's true
The secret's finally out—I've waited
All this time in fear that I was never worthy
Now I'll take the time to parse it out as I am lost and found
I'm They, and Them
And more than just the names I call my
Self-ish maybe, but I know that I deserve this
New relief in coming one step closer to the truth within
Approach the original face
Approach
Approach the original face
Approach
We've come undone
From all we are it's twisting ever onwards
Approach
I'm queer and more than everything I thought that I'd be
Come When I was young and thought of future's tidings
Time is long, but things were looking upwards for the demiboy
I'm all and none at never and at every time and
Place to face the terror of our mortal coil
Life is hard so let me be the enby I was born to be
Approach the original face
Approach
Approach the inevitable debate
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3. |
This is Not Radical,
03:06
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This is not radical, it's old as dirt
It's simply pulling from the past
It seems that all the recollection fades
So let us reconnect and dance
And we will sing of all the words that we had never known before
And we'll dance so gayfully across the planes
And I promise to myself that I will make my stand
For me (For us!) for all our friends
What Once Was Lost, I'm found at last!
This is the message of a growing force
Of those who finally know their names
And I am learning to accept the evil in us all
It is emblemic of the global shift
From selfish to a greater care
The road is straight and it is ever long
Yet towards a justice does it bend
And we will sing of the words that we had never known before
And we'll dance so gayfully across the planes
And I promise myself that I will make my stand
For me (For us!) for all our friends
What Once Was Lost, I'm found at last!
The lessons of god encouraging
But the people made me fear
The teachings of those who admonish me
Are the ones I hold most dear
I wish for them some type of healing
Of that which clouds their sight
I hope to meet you before we go
One of mind
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4. |
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I must persevere!
I'll keep it clear!
This progress will not be for nothing!
Yes I will survive!
Nay, I will thrive!
The deity guides my sight!
Give it love, give it care, then throw it away
Let go of the pain that you do nothing with
Yeah we gotta keep it moving
Can't just stop on the road
When you got the message gotta hang up the phone
And we gotta keep chuggin
Pumping all night long
When you get the feeling don't leave it alone
Give it love, give it care, then throw it away
Let go of the pain that you do nothing with
So where is the anger? It's still right here
We're redirecting at what we fear
Will tear the world asunder
We're strapping young though not a lad
Theres fire raging in my head
I will not stand so idly by
This is not radical, it's old as dirt
It's simply pulling from the past
It seems that all the recollection fades
So let us reconnect and dance
It is emblemic of the global shift
From selfish to a greater care
The road is straight and it is ever long
Yet towards a justice does it bend
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5. |
The Name's Elicited Hate
02:35
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I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I!
I do not want to be called 'it'
Do not call me 'it'
I am not 'it' not I!
I am not a slab of meat
'It' is derogatory
I
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I am being
I am greater than 'it'
I am greater than I am greater than I
I am greater than I am greater than I
I am greater than I am greater than I
I am greater than I am greater than I
The forces 'it' fights for apply to I
And now I'm not afraid to fight against I
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be calledi do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be calledi do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I do not want to be it
Do not want to be called
I am greater than I am greater than I
I am greater than I am greater than I
I am greater than I am greater than I
I am greater than I am greater than I
I am I
As am I
I am a
Narcissist
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6. |
Demiboy
03:50
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The nitty gritty details
Of what's goin on
It's kinda personal, wouldn't you say?
But on the perfect evening
And in a rosy mood
Lemme tell you what we can do
We can take it somewhere quiet
Let the music set the mood
Ooh, And let it all out
And we'll pull each other closer with the
Softening of sentence as we
Bashfully admit
"I wanna talk about my feelings
But am I being too much
I must confess that I'm demiboy
Woah"
I told you it was messy
And you thought I lied
I gave it to you straight and clear
Quick penetration, no hesitate
Ooh baby I don't betray, I stab you in the face
Well I can set the lighting lower and we'll
Cuddle up real close
And I'll keep you hella cozy in my embrace
And I know this seems suspicious and you question my intentions
But I promise yes I'm just this gay
I wanna talk about my feelings
And feel no judgement in your heart
I must confess that I'm demiboy
Oh, I hope this doesn't hurt
It started when I found my voice
The scene was set for what's to come
(I'm still recovering from gushing wounds)
And I keep picking at the scab
And I eat the excess in my hand
(The paranoia doubting what is true)
When I break the habits, some things change
And I realize it's all in my head
(The dirty window cleaned at long long last)
And now that I don't have to squint
To see the garden from within
I'm better off to mend the land
I wanna talk about my progress
I've come a long long way
And that requires me admitting
That I was lower than this place
But thats okay! Im ever growing
And I hope that you'll grow by my side
So I'll proclaim that I'm demiboy
Oh, And you are mine
Yes I proclaim that I'm demiboy
Oh, And we are one!
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7. |
Doesn't Deny the Boy;
01:10
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This is Not Radical,
No Matter How Hellish
The Name's Elicited Hate.
Demiboy
Doesn't Deny the Boy:
Quite the Opposite,
It Accepts What Always Was;
A Duality Unrecognized
And Now Found Beneath
Storm Strewn Skies
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8. |
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Isn't it
Quite the opposite of what you'd expect from me? (I'm cute I'm quirky I'm self aware)
I have no opposition
It's Quite the Opposite of what I'd expect of me
When I was young and looked on future's pondering
Of where to go
Who will I be? Greater than I?
The more you ask the less you receive
Let patience accept what you can not see
Champion of all times
Leo energy
Unto the self
Reap the repercussions
Reanimate the heart
Isn't it
Quite the opposite of what you'd expect from me? (I'm cute I'm quirky I'm self aware)
I have some opposition
It's Quite the Opposite of what I'd expect of me
When I was young and looked on future's pondering
From younger self
As I evolved so doth the frame of view
The disconnect between other and I
Take a moment to accept between death and life
It seems redundant
The churning of our lives
No longer are we willingly go blind
Forward we are thrust
No time for self reflection
It's time to go
Another chance to find
A place a circle you belong
Among us you are
Isn't it
Quite the opposite of what you'd expect from me? (I'm cute I'm quirky I'm self aware)
I have no opposition
It's Quite the Opposite of what I'd expect of me
When I was young and looked on future's pondering
Isn't it
Quite the opposite of what you'd expect from me? (I'm cute I'm quirky I'm self aware)
I have some opposition
It's Quite the Opposite of what I'd expect of me
When I was young and looked on future's pondering
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This does not change who I am
I'm I, I'm eye of all kind
I try to be a being of support
This does not end the past's pursuits
It simply redirects the sights
It brings us closer to the greatest source
Looking Back on how we act
And making context of chaos
It Accepts What Always Was
Understanding where we're at
A conversation never had
It Accepts What Always Was
This took a lot for me to do
It's so much easier to hide
I rushed to Us but he won't turn an ear
I'm still the "I" I'm meant to be
Eyes to the future we hold
The need for love should not be need for fear
Looking Back on how we act
And making context of chaos
It Accepts What Always Was
Understanding where we're at
A conversation never had
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
It Accepts What Always Was
What force begot the heathen who abandoned theoried
Friend and kin of similar indisposition
We were one and privy to the fears that lived inside our heads
I'm scared to talk and ask about the consequences
Who and Why and Where did you pick up disinterest
How can you abandon other's enby baby's cries for care?
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10. |
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There is power in us all
And it's ours to grasp
But the problem with the fault
Is the blame's on us
Tossing turning going nowhere
Fluctuating as the ocean
Waves colliding one by one
The Cycle will repeat at once
A Duality Unrecognized
Is found in me
There are friends here in underworld
The Strangers Stan the most
Here's for people, who've helped me through
I love you Bee I do
Wondering of what's connection
Without names and cross the ocean
We can understand the other
Better than the ones at hand
Tossing turning going nowhere
Fluctuating as the ocean
Waves colliding one by one
The Cycle will repeat at once
A duality unrecognized
Is found in me
A Duality Unrecognized
Is found in me (I'm sanctified)
A Duality Unrecognized
Is found in me (I'm sanctified)
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11. |
And Now Found Beneath
02:44
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12. |
Storm Strewn Skies
07:18
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Storm Strewn Skies
They're scared of us, they turn; they run; they hide
Afraid of what I can't describe
I'll learn the ways to read you from your eyes
So I can help to ease the pain within your life
I know that it's so hard to say the truth
But when you're ready babe then I'll be there for you
So Unsure
Of whether I can trust intentions pure
It seems there's always something more
And it's shortened fuse
With every new relationship endured
Paranoid
They'll leave without a word and you'll be sorry that you opened up again
And they'll make you feel so safe until the game's revealed: it always ends the same
They'll leave without a word and you'll be sorry that you opened up again
It's so hard to trust yourself when you've been taught
There's no redemption for your pain
Say you're sorry to the past and let it go
Trust the ones you love to love to love you so
Say a prayer if that's your path, and let it go
Turn the page on something new, and let it love
Let it love
On and On
Let it love
On and On
Let it love
On and On
Let it love
It's time, my friends, To bid adeu to all the memo
Ries we've made with Loved ones in our former body
Now the stars align to spell the names that we would never have
I'm THEY, I'm me, I'm always here to talk if you need
Ears or eyes to train upon your willing person
I will be a messenger of hope amongst the
Tempest skies
Storm Strewn Skies
Are absent from your view, but not your eyes
It lingers ever in your mind
But the Sun will rise
To shine the light on those within your life
Worthy of love
I'll learn the ways to read you from your eyes
So I can help to ease the pain within your life
I know that it's so hard to say the truth
But when you're ready babe then I'll be there for you
I'll learn the ways to peer into the heart
So I can understand the love that you deserve
I know that you've been scarred by their abuse
Release the tension dear; it's safe with me and you
It's worth repeating, Love, I'm always there for you
Baby I promise I'll be always there for you
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Jackie Frank Russell III Chicago, Illinois
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